Wednesday, 29 April 2009

T.T

a fren of mine showed me a video juz now..
damn touching~
non stop crying when i 1st saw this video..
i know i'm very emo
and i still listening to it now T.T
i'm in love with this song~
all my hair still standing man..
sigh damn sad larh~

一位17岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作。
没有人知道这个女孩的名字,但是大家能确认的是这个女孩已经死了。
对于这首歌有很多种说法,
有人说是当时这个女生得了癌症,这首歌是要给她男朋友做纪念。
也有人说是这首歌是讲述那女孩子被男友抛弃,在自杀前写的一首歌。 
还有的是她和她的男友很相爱,可是不幸的是,她的男友生了重病,然后那个女的便写了这首歌给他,过后写了之后,男了去世了,女的也跟着自杀。


在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。

lots of things to say but i'm damn sleepy now..
took a flu medicine that's y felt a lil dizzy rite now..
haven't pack my clothes for 2mr's genting trip tim..
will continue on this post when i come back from genting ^^

aihz.. really feel damn sad after listening to this song
really don feel like goin to bed
juz wanna listen to this song again and again~
*sob sob*



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was very sleepy and i force myself to bed again juz now
lying down on the bed but the pain really irritates me T.T
so i couldn't sleep
when i finally managed to lead my way to my dreamland
*lightning struck*
*daddy's hp rang*
i was like WTH!!!
grrr... really feel like banging my head on the wall weyh~
and he talked damn loud summore
i think our neighbour also can hear his voice *swt*
seriously.. LOL

now i'm having trouble on eating..
damn hungry but there's nth that i can eat now~
my grandma cooked curry chicken ~.~ *drooling*
but i cant take solid food larh
i'm having difficulties in swallowing lerh..
for some reason my throat is more painful now T.T
really suffering larhh!!!!!



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A day of PAIN!!

wondering why am I blogging @ this hour?
I'm here to announce that i'm a dumb for today~
yes u're rite a DUMB!!!
or maybe u can call me a mute
i have a very very BAD sore throat and i couldn't talk at all!!!!
i had a slight sore throat few days ago but everything was fine..
can eat, talk, sing, shout, scream..
and now~ even i wanna swallow a single drop of saliva also feels like it's killing me..
then how am i going to drink water??! seriously can die lorh~

it's damn freaking PAINFUL!!!!
i've never experience such pain in my throat before!!!!
and i drank alot of water this few days and i mean alot!!
i keep on refill my water bottle
cz usually i don drink much at home..
woke up at 5am juz now..
then i felt the pain in my throat alry
so i straight away go 2 the kitchen n get a cup of honey
and gargle with a cup of salt water
mana tau i woke up at 7am i felt even worse
coz i drank honey and the phlegm stuck in my throat
it takes damn long for me 2 spit the phlegm out
and now i'm sitting infront of my lappy blogging @.@
i dunno wat should i do man~
wanna sleep also cant sleep bcoz of the pain, wake up lagi pain
wanna study also got distracted by the pain
all i can say is pain pain and PAIN!!!


ahhhh damn pain aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i seriously feel like shouting man!!!!

really cannot stand the pain!!
everytime i swallow my saliva also damn freaking pain
i really feel like digging my throat out aaaaaaaa
damn suffering lorh!!!
gosh this really ruin my day man!!
*pissed*


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Tuesday, 28 April 2009

grr... not feeling well
i think there's a world war 3 in my tummy
within 2 hours i visited the toilet 4 times alry
i juz had a cup of water + bread + yakult for brunch
what is wrong with my stomach ehh?
how come i got diarrhea so easily??



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Monday, 27 April 2009

IACT Street Party

Went to IACT Street Party @ Jaya One yesterday
Our seniors are having some HIV awareness campaign over there
and since Janette is performing
we juz go there and show our support
^^
Alice have 2 go back early for dinner
then i juz tumpang her car and went to maine's house
in a way it's nearer for my dad to fetch me back from there

oh yea.. before we leave Jaya One
Potato a.k.a Maine won the 1st place for the FreeStyle Raping competition
XD
She can RAP yo~



planned to watch movie in Sunway Pyramid
but we have no transport to go there
so we cancelled and headed to NgauCheSui for a drink




Potato & Totapo
^^


buzz lightyear


Minnie Mouse


Minnie & I
^^




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Sunday, 26 April 2009

Randomness~


WonderMilk
Cupcakes for Mei Teng's Birthday


Sherman with 2 antenna
XD

cute isn't it?

my brother~
XD

-.-

Consumer Behavior
Pasar Malam
assignment


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Chup! 1.2.3 - Re-launching of IACT's Student Council

14 April 2009
CHUP 1.2.3!

it was the launch of Student Council which have a theme of "Cultural Day"
that's the reason why we are dressed in traditional clothes ^^
hrmmm... all i can say about this new SC is that there's a lot of meetings and paper work >.<" as in whatever we wanna do we must hand in a proposal and wait for approval hahaha honestly, i prefer the old SC.. where all of us come for meeting together, and we can decide anything on the spot... i feel like we're so separated now
coz we're divided into 3 departments which are the "Sport & Games", "Publication" & "Community"
haha k la..
I shall stop crapping and show u guys the pic of the day




Cultural Dance
choreograph by Ms Sue



Me giving speech

>.<"

Shwu Meei giving speech


Chloe Giving her speech ^^


Joyce Chin
our V10 member
^^


Ms May
our head advisor


Clement
the Emcee of the day



Mr Lee
our principal



cheng cheng cheng cheng~
Unveiling of our department's logo


Group Pic
^^


erm.. i know our logo looks like "something" la..
this is juz our temporarily logo for the SC lauch
we will redesign it


my lovely wives~


my darling shy~


pick-up-sticks


Congkak



Batu Seremban
Ms Su vs Vinz
huhu~


Su
my cousin
^^

Timang



Wayang Kulit by INK!
the chronicles of Ah Beng~


Lizzie & I
*hugs*
^^

Farah


Ms Su
our advisor
^^

bought this tiny lil thing
*which i myself also dunno what on earth is this*
from the orang asli stall


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